So . . . it's been a big week for this gal! I've done surprisingly well (in my opinion) with handling my in-office ex situation. M is still agreeing to keep his office door closed as much as possible in exchange for my attempting to have no crying/yelling outbursts! And I am very proud to say, I have not cried once this week. In fact, maybe the letter/closure events from last week may have been just what I needed to say goodbye to one chapter of my life and hopefully start another.
Yesterday I had some sort of eye infection/swelling issue and ended up at 2 different doctors and missed my dancing classes last night. NOT a happy camper to say the least. I teach nine 2-year-olds once a week and assist with a class of six 9-year-olds. It can be very stressful but it is also very rewarding and I hate not being there for even one week. I've found a new inner-strength since returning to dancing.
Yesterday was also a big day personally for me because of K. Cliff notes . . . K and I dated for a while pre-Katrina and have kept in touch from time-to-time since. We always had a special kind of something but always seemed to have bad timing. Either work or activities or other relationships seemed to block any movement forward for us. Cut to now . . . he's currently single and well, now so am I. Unlike M, K has the same goals as me. He wants to marry, have kids and just enjoy his life with that special someone. M, on the other hand, always vowed to stay unmarried and hated the thought of kids! Soooo not like my personality. Yesterday I talked with K for a while and we are going to get together soon to catch up. Maybe it's true that everything happens for a reason, or maybe it's true that timing is everything. Either way . . . fingers crossed that this may be the moment i've been waiting for :)
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